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There ain't no new year resolution for next year because I know I wouldn't keep them but there is one I know that I will keep and that is "loving him until I can let Him go". Its been so long since I have posted something on my blog but I don't want to do so because there would be people knowing what I am up to and how I am feeling.
I have written so many short stories about Him, about us and about how I still feel for Him. I know that no one will get a chance to read these stories but I still write them down to express how I feel at that very moment, especially when I just read finish a angst story. These stories give me inspiration to express the pain that I keep bottling up. Though I regret that I have to slowly detach myself from that world but I just can't. It is my security net that keeps me from falling into depression as it makes me write out my feelings.
After so long, I will post one story that I have written.
Everyday without fail, I will always look up at the night sky before I sleep to look for stars but most of the time I only get to see the clouds and moon in the sky without the stars. Even so I don't feel disappointed as the moon accompanies me on behalf of you. Then there are the days whereby there are only clouds in the sky, I would be lonely as there is no one to accompany me at all. And there are special days whereby I would spot a star or two in the sky, I would always wish upon the star so that my wish might come true. Even though I know that it is just a myth but I just want to believe in it. This myth comes about whereby someone told me that if you wish upon the first star you see in the sky, your wish will come true. Now you must be thinking what do I wish when I see the first star, I'll honestly tell you. If it was the past me, I would have wish that He is always happy and healthy, doing the things He love but the current me would always wish that I would be able to get over Him and be HAPPY. Not the normal happiness that people feel from me but the happiness that I feel when I am with Him. This happiness cannot be described through words but actions.
Thus no you'll wonder why do I always look at the night sky before I sleep because He once told me, no matter how far we are apart from one another, we'll always be under the same sky and looking at the same sky. From then on, looking at the night sky because a habit that I made even though it makes me feel very lonely but it also calms me down in a way nothing else can.
I hope that I didn't make people really sad because in a few hours time, a NEW YEAR will be upon us and things will change. Thus here is me wishing everybody a BLESSED NEW YEAR. 여려분 새해 복 많이 받으세요 .
wow its been a long time since i've been on my blog and i realise how dead it is now it is gonna be alive hahas >< just wana say that till now i still have not forgotten about my soul mate till when can i forget about him it is still a mystery to me. i tried to hate you so badly but each time i try each time i failed why do you ask? it is because i still love him deeply from the bottom of my heart and no other person is able to replace him at all, my first love and soul mate. and just to say i miss you terribly at night when i am alone because i really pray and wish that you are right here hy my side but it is just a wishful thinking so i am going to give up on it but i still pine for you with my broken heart that is unable to mend on its own. well i guess i tok too much sad tings already so i'm leaving already ciao~ ps 너 나는 그리워 사랑해요
waaaa realized that my blog has been dead for so long already sia hahas ehhhh i went to Korea for a short vacation to relieve stress and it made me feel like i should just stay in Korea and not come back to Singapore ))): well now in the specialized course already hehe Bio-Medical Engineering. It is hard but then it is what my interest lies in so let's work hard and enjoy Poly life hehe^^
IN POLY NOW ALREADY HEHEHHEE SOOO HAPPY TO HAVE MADE NEW FRDS AND SAD DAT WE ARE PARTING SOON )))): I WISH TO HAVE MORE TIME TO SPEND WITH THEM HEEHE <3 THEM LOTS KEKEKE
I didnt do really well for 'O' Level but I am satisfied with my results ((: so while waiting for postings of schools I am working part time now to earn more moneyto buy the things that I like ((: I absolutely cannot wait for Super Junior Super Show 4 in Singapore ((: even though I cannot get the terrace seat pray that as the days get nearer I can get the seat that I wanted ((:
Just finished four days of working at EXPO Sitex Show. It was fun and exciting but very tiring though ((: . Going to work at Marina Bay Sands soon hehe wish me luck ((: and I've bought my own personal laptop already hehe ((:
I'm back after my haitus for 2 mths of preparation for my national exams ((: it feels good to be back hehe ((: